Irony of time

•December 28, 2011 • Leave a Comment

it has already been a month since my arrival back to this island.

and oh boy it feels bad to be back here.

somehow, when one goes onto a family vacation, seems that its suppose to be a jolly good time when the date to come back home glooms near. but for me, touching down in Los Angeles International Airport was the best feeling i ever got in Months.

Being in LA sure does bring good memory, and perhaps some bad ones.

the last time i was in LA, was in Summer 2008. its a Family vacation and my cousin tagged along.

during that time, i dont feel like being in LA due to the fact that i had someone waiting for me in Singapore. and that person, was indeed worth coming back for. ( at that point of time)


so back to Dec 2011, well i dont feel at home, i dont feel like i am home, i dont feel the warmth, i dont look forward for anything, i dont wanna be here, i dont want to ever be here.

weird coming from me with that fact that i am born here and 90% of the people i know in my life are from here.

for goodness sake, someone out there, do reach out to me and give me a pat on my back and say ” its all going to be okay “


thats the reason why, realm of reflection is goooooooddddd ……

•December 28, 2011 • Leave a Comment

the last time i check’d in here was the time where i was sitting in a classroom filled with white tables with white walls and blue rolling chairs.

and i knew that when i finish posting, i would be posting my reflection journal and thats the end of class for me. End of class doesnt mean end of my day though. after which, i would give Miss Sunshine a text or perhaps she would already text saying ” class ended ”

so now what? the generic stuff we would normal do wold depends on the days of the month though.

good times would means deep pockets and bad times would mean empty pockets.

good times, its more like you name i get it.

bad times, its more like i want it you dont want it we cant have it.


i shant say much about this, as times has change over the years now. seems that my vivid memories of that school only spells her name on it.

i wish her the best of luck in whatever she does. but i hope she would know out there that, there was never a day, her name never fails to come out of my mind.

may peace be upon you, my dear.

Telefonica Grand Prix Of Europe

•August 23, 2009 • Leave a Comment


It seems that this year, it will not be a Ferrari year
not like back in those times where Ferrari would dominate the Formula 1 Scene.

I really miss those times where Micheal Shumacher appears on TV

Well Massa is out for a few races and well, things are not looking good for the team.
The recent race, Ferrari spare driver, Luca Badoer ends up in the 17th spot -.-
17! for crying out loud.


Micheal please come back
i promise i would buy the tickets if you were to come to Singapore and race


•August 23, 2009 • Leave a Comment


Examinations are the most excrustiating period in any student’s life
be it written or computerize, or practical or in any other form.
one word : Pain

For me today, after a late night sleep and pre test activity i missed my paper which is the only paper out of the whole module I am taking for this semester.
practically i was such a boozo today.
Pain Pain Pain Heart Pain

I got no idea what would be the outcome going to be like

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my plan for today never goes according to plan
nothing seem to be right
it seems that my working schedule goes haywire
and i cant afford to miss work anymore -.-

President Kim Dies

•August 18, 2009 • Leave a Comment

Former South Korean President Kim Dies

bid farewell to Mr Kim whose name should be remembered for what he did for the nation

a Nobel prize winner for fostering relation North and South Korea

Best wishes for Mr Kim’s family


I Want To Grow Old With You

•August 18, 2009 • Leave a Comment

I Want To Grow Old With You

going home nowadays is never a thing of the past
it used to be a drag and shaggyness when i’m reaching the gate of my house
opening the gates will always be an experience and hoping i wont be screamed or nagged at
its always a “Ninja – Like” movement where i would try with all my might not to make an metally sound

And yes, all this is actually a thing of the past.

Home is trully home for me now.
a place where rejuvenation and pleasure is never a fantasy but its not a reality.
i am not giving hope or dismay to any individual right now because thats not my intention here

I am just expressing what i am feeling towards something, although this feeling have been going on for like weeks or perhaps even months.


I Want To Grow Old With You – Adam Sandler (The Wedding Singer)

I wanna make you smile whenever you’re sad
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad
All I wanna do is grow old with you

I’ll get your medicine when your tummy aches
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks
Oh it could be so nice, growing old with you

I’ll miss you
I’ll kiss you
Give you my coat when you are cold

I’ll need you
I’ll feed you
Even let ya hold the remote control

So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink
Put you to bed if you’ve had too much to drink
I could be the man who grows old with you
I wanna grow old with you

Twilight Zone

•August 11, 2009 • Leave a Comment

i had the most craziest of all dream last night
woke up bed full of sweat and its totally disgusting

apparently, the nightmare seem to be so real and its really terrifying
Nidah said my mind was in Twilight Zone and i think its kinda true

nightmare was about one of the most important people in my life was bitten by a Vampire 😦